Brutal or giving? The labyrinths of betrayal and the
wonders of our psychism. You knew and it was a doorway for you to return
to your self. A freedom in fact from the necessary illusions of romantic
love. A hope to visit the shores of
your own illness without the compromises of an other and their
imperfections and separate lives. Maybe you didn't know...It is good
that I cheated first...a shadow to counter your shadow...(maybe?- Cathy
and Rob are sure you must have been fucking with Dick when you were in
Halifax. Such a bedroom farce I guess.)
Iam bowled over by
your
capacity for cruelty and my own rationalizations.
How
could
a librarian act like
that?